Saturday, September 30, 2006
prelims is reali demoralising.... A's is jus 1 mth ltr, n wad stupid results i had?? HA- HA -HA(sarcastic laughter) need jus 1 more mark to get an E for maths... jus 1 more... i failed chem- ya so great .... my chem results resonate my physics results in sec... i'm gettin tired..... reali tired... dun even feel like talkin.......i've kept my mouth shut 4 e whole night..... dunno y.... smth jus stopped me frm tinkin n talking, not interested in any shows, dun feel like playin yahoo pool, dun even wanna watch feilunhai's mtv in u-tube 2day........jus stone 4 e past few hours-includin sleep.......... how i wish i can be a sleepin beauty n sleep n nvr wake up..........so nice right? since i luv slping so much...... i'm physically n mentally exhausted....everytime i say to myself, kahyee mus work hard, u can do it tis time... but i nvr did....it's not tt i nvr work hard.... but e results always sucks like hell.....i reali dunno how 2 tell my mum, i promise her tt i will work hard n improve... n my improvement is- like shit........ i dunno how to tell her........ it's 1am, n i'm still awake..... dun even feel slpy......... mayb i will stone 4 e whole night........ hu noes....... perhaps i'll try....... i shld change my blog name to " sad life" right?
Saturday, September 30, 2006